But he is at school! Oh well. If I somehow don't scream it the moment he comes in the door he'll see it on LJ.

Now my Lunar Mecha exploits are not weak and pathetic. Hopefully once LM restarts I won't be so listless. For those interested in the game, you can ask me for the playlists, or just visit the laughably named Lunar Mecha Once A Day.

I have all these text files of me summing up people off the top of my head. It's hard.

Without my game I'm pretty lost I guess. I'm hoping to break this terrible rut. I'm working on sketches of npcs I like to get my mind going again to build plot focusing on the PCs. It's weird that it works that way I guess. I'm also thinking about Oran and the intimidating email where I write the NPC exposition of what the actual goal of the game is, told about midway through, after the party has been fucking around for out for irl years and in game a year and a half. Travel takes a long time.

Unrelated, I have been itching. The body stuff seems to be triggered by stress or heat but my head like constantly itches and none of my fancy or non-fancy shampoo seems to be doing anything for me. Suggestions?

Poupee Girl is very strict about maintaining a pair of Poupees and so at Nadia's house I typically don't dress my own but rather take care of Nadia's, since she's largely lost interest in it.

Nadia's poupee has the slightly less popular medium or normal tone-- in the 'game' you have a choice between two shades of super white pale that are nigh indistinguishable even to me (White with pink undertones, white with peach undertones), yellowish tone (that suits nadia's skin), a "what we think white people look like' awkward-pink and two tan shades that aren't meant to emulate a naturally dark person but someone covered in orange bronzer and becomes cheaper during summer campaigns. Many foreign (read: I'm also counting the US as foreign) poupee users are SO MAD about the lack of ability to be dark-skinned and none of the makeup is built to suit even as dark as Nadia is put. lol. There is all sorts of bullshit on the livejournal forum. Poupee angst.

The basic idea: It is a shrine to conspicuous consumption and the cult of kawaii. The poupee police work to ensure that you only make nice comments, not even slightly critical, and that you follow what the site is intended for-- to upload items from your closet in real life to gain clothing in game for your candybar dollmaker-like avatar to wear. You flaunt your closet, the more brand-name items the better, in order to expand your virtual closet, vectorized pieces that are added every month, typically emulating the latest fashion such as dolman sleeves or even actual companies making a joint effort with poupee, such as Victorian Maiden or Putumayo or even Revlon.

It's interesting to see what styles of clothing work with my pale and fair-haired poupee and Nadia's poupee that more resembles her in real life. This LJ update is stupid. Poupee is stupid. Why did I write it.

Gallery show at 4:30 at FSC. I am dressed head to toe in 800 dollars worth of lolita bullshit.

It is a white wig that everyone is sure is my real hair, a victorian maiden dress from the fairy collection, victorian maiden rose hair comb, metamorphose over knee socks, some bullshit japanese boots from Nadia, two paniers of unreasonable price and my retarded, expensive makeup.

Two people said WEAR BLACK LIPSTICK. This dress is something like 500 dollars and my face is done pale. I am also fucking 28. I guess some people would? But I would look like SUCH AN OLD LADY with white hair and jet black lips. I guess I'm sort of a snob goth? But I'm not doing whiteface and if I am not doing whiteface, which is tacky unless I'm doing fucking vampire goth and not black lolita, then black lips look like shit against a paler version of your natural skintone. They're white and shiny with popping white eye makeup. Why the fuck would I slap on layers of black god fucking dammit I am just complaining here because I am sick of the jawdrops when I say "it would look tacky".

Shit I am not wearing this amount of good clothing to look tacky, what am I doing, EGL? Cosplay Lolita? Hahahaha man sorry for this snob-ass post. I don't know why I give a shit.

Why am I prettier than I was when I was 18-21?
Also why do I look better now that I have a double digit ass rather than a size 3?
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If any of you see any spelling mistakes that are obvious, please feel free to point them out. I'm working on writing and on dialogue, and my spelling is... ... em.. embarassing? Embarrassing. Geez how do I get myself to remember that one without auto-correct?

Anyway, there was in the sale section of Wallmart with some cute girly things some nice smelling and well packaged grapefruit stuff. "Get Groomed" should have been a hint, but lately different brands have been using words like that, since it's unusual. It didn't look made for any dog and it smelled nice. I was overjoyed at the price and bought it.

When I got home I noticed the instructions, which you had to open the package to see. Wet dog, etc. I considered using it anyway but I became afraid, and decided it might be a gift for mom. The more I considered it, the less cool I think her Huskies would be cool with it.

This morning I impulsively sprayed in the detangler, having forgotten to use my conditioner the night before, on what is left of my bleached hair on the tips. (Hahaha it's not too far from my roots, looks sun-bleached, everyone thinks it's real.) Because see, there's this brand that was originally for horses, right? And then people use it! And I pet a horse, they don't have hair like me. And I've pet dogs, some have hair more like me! So so so...

The result is a nice bed-head look, conditioned and effortless. It doesn't clump and isn't greasy, and it's nice because I'm a person who has to wash her hair everyday and doesn't get the benefit of good looking hair that is done every other day.

It also comes with a shampoo, which I might try on my makeup brushes. There's also a freshening spritzer, and this might be good around the house, on the bed, because if it's made to go on the dog it'll probably work with my sensitive skin.

Maybe I'll tell you how it works...?

Also sorry if I haven't talked to you. I have been a weeping mess. hahaha

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Look, art.

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Hey sorry, going to actually do some character notes. This is relevant to like 2 people.

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Nadia can Alita get a derpy pony with a Bard/horsey armor in Arcadia? Can it be her noble steed?

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